Monday, August 9, 2010

It has come to an end...

It is so weird to think that this is actually the end. I will be packing up and heading home late tomorrow night. As I look back and reflect on this summer I can't believe 10 weeks have already flown by. I remember when I first arrived and how nervous I was, not knowing anyone!! I have made so many new friends this summer and I am going to miss them all so much. God taught me so much being here this summer. Even though there were super tough times God was right there along side of me the whole way. It is so incredible to go through an experience like this, where you are stripped of everything and you have to fully rely on God. I felt God in such new and amazing ways this summer. I remember feeling completely empty and just so exhausted at times, but God gave me such strength and energy when I needed it the most. There were so many times when I had no idea what to do except to open up the bible and God would speak to me through his word and that just carried me through so many times. God sent people into my life here to help me along and he sent campers in to my life to remind me why I was here. He showed me so much. I learned patience, perseverance, faith, depending on God at all times, letting go, trust, and praying without seizing. I will miss these kids so much. They brought such a joy into my life. Yes, it was super hard and there were times I didn't think I was getting through to them but at the end of the day or week, God would give me a moment that made this hard work all worth it. These moments came in many different forms...like the little girl who accepted Christ or the child that said I love you when they use to hate you or the campers prayer at night or the laughter God brought us during the hardest of times or the counselor who gave me a hug when I needed it the most or the campers that didn't want to leave on Saturday and would just sob in your arms or the camper who finally understood who God is or the time that one of my campers started to love like Jesus when the day before she was picking fights with everyone or the hugs that campers gave me...God gave me so many more of these God moments that kept me going through out this whole summer. There is so much that as gone on this past summer and I look forward to telling you all about this summer in detail sometime in person. Thanks for all the support and encouragement. I couldn't have made it through without all of your love and support. This summer has definitely been one of the best and worst summers of my life and I will never forget it. I miss the kids so much already. It is hard to leave them but I will continue to pray for them everyday. Thanks again and this concludes my summer of service. Thanks for following me on my journey!!

~I added a ton of pictures on facebook from this summer so check them out~

2 comments:

  1. Congratulations! You persevered and finished the task. Going back to TU may seem like a breeze at first when you compare it to being around and caring for kids 24/7. Have a great time with family before heading back to Upland. Love you. Brenda

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  2. You can say like Paul, I have run the race, I have finished the course, I have kept the faith!! You have demonstrated courage and love, faithfulness and compassion. And you are right--you will never be the same--you have grown in so many ways. I'm very proud of you for your perseverence and commitment. Enjoy your time at home and have a great year at school! Love, Donna

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